11 February 2013

Forcing yourself on people


“You don’t force yourself on people.  If you do, you have a void in your life that you want to fill… and that’s sad.” 

I don’t force myself on people.  I've already come to a point where I’m tired of pleasing others.  I've been through hell and back and if today is the last day of my existence, I will not spend it pleasing others who do not care about me.  Don’t get me wrong though.  I’m not mean and I don’t want to be mean to people who did not do anything to me.  If I can get rid and cut ties with some of my family members, it’ll be easier to cut ties with people whom I just met here in the Kingdom of the Sands.

I don’t force myself on people because I don’t owe my existence to them.  It was thanks to God, and my parents that I was born in this world.  The lifestyle, monies, savings and all the goods that come to me are because of the company that I’m working for.  If I’m doing well with my career, they’re all thanks to my bosses and my hard work.  I’ve always prayed to God that I’ll be generous and I think, in my own way, I am.  And by the way, whatever I’m enjoying today could also be taken away, I just don’t know when, but since I’m in Saudi Arabia, that’s the main reason why I’m always preparing for the worst.

I just have one advice to whoever you are, you can’t bring me down.  I’ve seen worst, I’ve been through hell and what you are doing and what you can do is nothing compared to what I’ve been through.  I’m a survivor.  Your words and actions can’t hurt me. I’m made of stone.  If you have pride, show it and don’t be selective.  Just so you remember: You often forget your pride once it is convenient to you.

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